went out to her event last night at gotham penthouse.. she gave me a weird look when she saw my present for her.. kinda turned me off.. the thankyou was really lacking haha..
after that with A,B,K and W went to double0 to let loose a little.. i guess i really hate that intoxicated feeling.. the flashing lights.. the blasting music.. really made me kinda erm moody.. went home first and left K to bring W home..
i promised momo to stay a good guy.. dun drink dun gamble dun smoke..
went to watch bennybutton.. i guess its a show that would give you different thoughts each time you watch it because the different stages of life really have so much difference throught each step of time.. i guess it really just means i should quit trying to be someone im not..
and she steps further away from me every day..