i gave up.. she is no longer the girl i once knew.. i didnt give up hope on her.. she gave up.
i hope by some divine intervention will someone guide her to the light.. the person's not me. im kinda bound at home.. i wonder why.. just dun feel like going out.. just rotting at home makes me feel so warm and cosy..
no. its not cos of her.. its probably due to my careless heck care attitude that made me sink to become a 'zhai nan' as K likes to put it.. i need a revamp makeover.. but fuck it.. im who i am.. no need to change to please the general public..
i wonder.. maybe its a good time to start attacking other links.. get off my moral high ground and get low down and dirty.. at the end of the day.. i will understand.. never try never know